Its hard to believe in yourself when you are always being put second or third or forth etc……. Doesn’t matter what I do with anyone or thing I’m always second etc…. So why bother trying any more.
I only seem good enough when people can use me or something I have I don’t know when the last time someone actually spoke to me for me and not to use me or something I own….
I feel like just going into a feel dark hole. At least there I can’t be used or feel used….