Emotions

Today I have so many emotiins running through my body and my head…

I thought that I was fine as I kept myself busy with the kids all morning, though when I finally had a chance to just sit, I was flooded by all these emotions

I’m angry , I’m sad, I feel lost, I feel alone, I feel abandoned, I feel hated, I feel used, I feel not good enough, I feel empty…
Its just hit like this black hole is up to the side of me and its just sucking everything out of me. The more I try to tell myself that I am ok, the more my head and heart tell me otherwise.. 
So I just sit here numb

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2 thoughts on “Emotions

  1. Breathe, you are better and stronger than your thoughts allow you to believe. Laser focus on tasks at hand, relaxing afterwards, breathe, hope you see the light through the dimly pained glass.

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