What’s next

This might be a bit deep for some people, though i have been thinking about it for a while.

My question is.

What next once we die?

Everyone has their own views and thats great though i have really been thinking about this

I have died twice, once during childbirth due to blood loss and second time was from an overdose

And with both those time i didnt have a white light, or people standing there with open arms. There was nothing. Zip zilch nadda…. It was just black…..

Like dont get me wrong im in now way saying there is nothing after we die as i would really love for there to be

I did see a facebook post ages ago saying

“I wonder if the white light that we are meant to see when we die, is really us being born out of someone elses vigina ”

That post really got me thinking maybe its right? Who knows.

Id love to know other peoples thoughts

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Peoples choices

As we all know people have choices to make the choices are regarding life work family anything you name it you have a choice you either have a good choice or a bad choice it all depends on I guess the choice that you made with how things react so with me at the moment I seriously feel like I am everyone’s second third fourth fifth ect choice.

I never feel like anyone ever comes to me first I always feel that I’m only ever useful if no one else is around or no whenever I can get things done I’m not sure why people do this or even why I feel like this but it’s heartbreaking in a way it makes me feel like I’m not worth people’s time or I’m only worth it if I got something to give I’m not sure really maybe it’s just my head maybe it’s the truth but yeah I just I really don’t have any any um I don’t even know how to finish that question or answer it or anything like that I’m just I’m stuck why can’t I ever be someone’s First Choice like why can’t anyone ever want to just have something to do with me first why do I always have to be the second third fourth fifth sixth you keep going choice